what almost kills you makes you stronger

hello.

prom night was just over. last. night. haha last night felt so long. i dint sleep for 24 hours! haha. it was quite cool, got to take pictures with loads of people. haha. camwhored like crazy! haha. but too bad, i wont upload the pictures i took. cos dowan upload haha. i think it was a very fulfilling night. i finally did things that i dint have the courage to do. but i still have one regret. haha. but not convenient to type here. haha. i guess it was a good thing and a bad thing also. shant think about it already.

i guess it was a final goodbye to the class and also to hwachong. because it will never be the same again after prom. everyone will just go their separate ways. i hope that it will somehow converge one day (; fingers crossed. i think it is in His plan that we all met and i guess this is the end of our meeting.

very soon, it will be army for the guys and uni apps for the girls. but nonetheless, i hope friends will remain friends. i guess its quite mushy and totally unexpected for someone like me to say it but yea. i am gonna make a list of people that i hope i will keep in touch for the long term.

hopefully, blogger still remains here after 5 years (; if not i will just have to copy all my posts and most importantly this post.

please dont get offended if your name is not here haha. anyways. no one reads this, so no one will get offended haha. (in no order of want/wish) haha. hope you get what i mean.

1. Leonard Lee

obviously right? haha. donno go through how much shit together... its really 那些年 for both of us (; i want to keep in touch with you and i hope we will. I think you are the only person that has on and off been in my display pic. haha. other people are just once nia. hahha.

2. Darren Lum

although we weren't that close in high school for the first few years, we get closer towards the end of the 6 years.. yea. and yea, i guess we share pretty much the same thinking and stuff and similarly have gone through many similar stuff hahah. but its kay, what doesn't kill you, doesn't make you stronger. hope we have become stronger (:

3. Lee Kah How

hey CARL. haha. started to call you this cos i lazy to call separately KAH- HOW. haha. i guess you are the guy that i met the earliest and i guess our friendship lasted through the 6 years. just that in between when you were in HP and i was in SMTP. yea. but the beginning and the end of the 6 years was spent with you (: hope to stay in touch with you!

4. Kheng Lin Chun

hello. you are the first person on the list that is not from high school leh! honoured anot! haha. i think you are really the friendliest guy in class HAHA. no temper(usually) and yea. just a very nice guy, unassuming and just helpful always lorh. but always spread rumours about me lol. bu okay lah, add some spice to life (no, this is not to encourage you to torture me with more rumours)

5. Eunice Tan

HAHA. first girl to appear on my list. hmmm. i donno about you but i have the feeling lah. i think you will be the rare people that will remain as my friends, in the long term. hahah. you're quite a nice person lorh. i guess you are just easy going and i think it's something im comfortable with... okay, hopefully, im right about this.

6. Marcus Thian

HELLO. smiley marcus haha. you are the guy that i think has totally no temper. i think i have never seen you pissed off before. haahh. you are a totally nice guy luh. i guess you helped me pull through some shitty stuff also. and thanks for that (; Oh, the only guy in FB that is listed as my brother. even my real brother also never list me sia. AHHAHA. okay, i hope we will remain in contact K!

7. Esther Poh

HARLO! i guess you are a great person and its just a joy to be around you luh. i guess you are a blessing to the people around you and yea, i hope we remain in contact. after all that has happened, i think i wont blame you or anything if we don't. but i sincerely hope we do. yerp.

yerp. thats the few people that i can think of now. when i can think of more people, i will update haha.

but for now, thats all man.

its kindof late, but i don feel like sleeping so i guess i will just youtube. HAHAHA

BYE BYE! (:

hello

this is the first post after A levels. teehee. as evident, im still very happy that 6 years of mugging has finished and i can now finally take a break. yayness. i mean honestly, i havent had a good rest since sec1 lorh. all the nonsense about how IP guys slack off for years and all are seriously kindof quite baseless. me. i am the living example of non-slack IP guy. and i think there are many of us out there also.

today was okay okay. had some church stuff at botanic gardens before heading to have lunch with eunice lol. its so coincidental that i saw Kliven??? of all people lol. at i think Uniqlo. LOL. i was just looking at a jacket and he was like "whoa wear what for prom..." lol. kliven. btw, lunch was shiok. the ramen was superb. and then sent eunice off to her church at paya leba. then, go home! ahha. slacked and slacked. went for dinner and supper. getting fat again. -.-

sian-ness. needa get fit. hmm. next week needa hardcore train (: i think its just me but i think im getter fatter??? haiz. sian diao.

okay now quite late already. just nothing to do so come here to write a bit. anyways no one reads this anyway. lol. hello anyone reading this. haha. i bet you either came here by accident or just some random way. but haha. maybe this hello is to nobody? lol. but wadevers.

sleeping soon.

sleep, eat, play. SHIOK ARH!

hello (:

this is the happiest day of the two years in JC. HAHAHAH. A LEVELS IS OVER!!!!

YAY YAY YAY.

actually, i feel kind of okay okay and nothing much cos i was already partying before this last paper lol.

im quite happy and quite okay. hahah. i donno what i am feeling now.

HAHAH.

just shiok

kk shall update more frequently nowadays.

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tee hee..

BYEBEY (:

hello.

i just found that quote especially meaningful. i was gymming after the physics paper 3 at the JC old gym and i chanced upon this quote pasted on the wall. it suddenly struck me that that was the thing i needed so badly. i needed to change the way i look at things, and the things i look at will change.. it applies almost everywhere. im feeling kindof no feeling cos it nearing the end of A levels. and i donno how to feel.

actually, i kindof screwed my A levels. first, i cried after the physics paper 2. i made the stupidest mistake ever. i thought it was paper 3 and i dint study for planning question -.- so stupid. then luckily shyh horng was studying with me and he reminded me at like 11am. then i read a bit and dao already. in the end i screwed up my planning real badly. and i dint really finish... :/

then before physics paper 2 was actually a chemistry paper 3 screw up. i did the hard question cos i dint memorize the proteins and yea. couldnt do the easier question cos i would throw like 8 marks away... haiz. :/ bad luh.

then GP was kindof screwed also. math was kindof screwed. i screwed up alot of papers... :/

it really is quite bad.

and today marks the last day which i will write anything on an A level script... all the papers left are all shading boxes and yea. speed is the critical factor. imma gonna do like 1 thousand MCQs before going to the exam on next monday and tuesday.

for now, im just gonna slack... TEEHEE.

bye for now! :)